fuckthe-hype:

miss-catastrofes-naturales:

Vincent van Gogh’s room in the psychiatric hospital in Saint-Paul-de Mausole in Saint-Remy

This is super upsetting

fuckthe-hype:

miss-catastrofes-naturales:

Vincent van Gogh’s room in the psychiatric hospital in Saint-Paul-de Mausole in Saint-Remy

This is super upsetting

666cinderella:

I’m going to thank every single one of you personally who reblogs this. This is important.


This is probably the third post like this Ive seen today. When you cant  feel anything this means something.

666cinderella:

I’m going to thank every single one of you personally who reblogs this. This is important.

This is probably the third post like this Ive seen today. When you cant feel anything this means something.

Newest furbaby he just came home with me today. He’s adorable but he doesn’t quite know what to think yet.

Newest furbaby he just came home with me today. He’s adorable but he doesn’t quite know what to think yet.

'Unconditional Love' Against Me! Live at Q.

I feel terrible. My depression is becoming overwhelming. I can’t shake this feeling of complete helplessness and sorrow. I’ve been trying to distract myself but I just keep feeling hopeless. 

I know I’ve been MIA lately. I had a terrible week. This is the first time I’ve been too depressed to leave the house in a really long time. I called off all week from work because I just didn’t have it in me. I couldn’t manage to shower much less do anything else for a couple days. 

By Friday night I went out finally for the first time all week to go to a concert with a friend. I’m glad I went it was a really good idea to go see Against Me!  I really needed it not only to get out and focus on something else but it made me realize something about myself. 

From watching the band play it was obvious how much fun they were having onstage together and I realize I miss that. Watching Laura laugh and smile onstage I realized I want to have that.

I used to feel joy every time I picked up a guitar. I would practice for hours alone in my room. It was the one thing I did enjoy. I wasn’t great at it but there was something about it that relaxed me and made me happy. I haven’t played in over a year if not longer and I miss that. Not just music but they kind of reignited that want to try to get back myself in general. I feel like I am a shell of the person I used to be. I want to stop feeling so helpless. I want to stop feeling like I am drowning. I just want to want. 



Photos from tonights show. Went to see Against Me! Opener was Cory Branan he was awesome. We met him after he’s super sweet and charming. I got him to sign a record for me. I’m definitely a fan after seeing his set tonight.

Against Me! was fantastic. Full of energy and you could tell they were having a blast. I spotted Laura’s daughter Evelyn side stage singing and dancing away. She’s so freaking adorable.

"Gender Roles" April Carrión by Josh Anton

so soothing to watch.

so soothing to watch.

I feel disgusting.

Top 10 favorite female characters:
 Kenzi Malikov Lost Girl

cubebreaker:

Designer Goula Figeura’s Orwell day bed lets you easily shut yourself off from the outside world with its light and noise-cancelling curtains.

I need this now.

I called off work and laid in bed all day and watched the first season of broad city all day. No regrets.